In my dream guys were painting my house bright yellow. It was done without my permission. When i got to know this, i tried to find out whose idea it was. I got to the neighbour, who also has lost her son recently, and she would ignore me. So i went to another neighbour and he did not bother either. Actually when i tried to explain the problem to him, it was so overwhelming for me that i could hardly speak. Then I forbade the guy who was actually painting to continue his job and he would not listen to me. So i decided to call the police. Police officer was very busy. Mere collecting my personal data took her ages. Then i decided to drive to police station. I drove through a house with no floor, just a plunk and miraculously made it. When my other son (the only that i have now) saw this, he left me and went home on foot. I started following him through a very dark road full of dangerous young men. I pretended i was not afraid and also told them i was on phone with the police and this way kept them away.
This dream may be reflecting feelings of powerlessness and loss of control in your waking life. The bright yellow paint on your house without your permission could symbolize a sudden change or intrusion in your life that you did not approve of. This could be linked to feelings of invasion or violation of personal boundaries.
The theme of losing a son and the unresponsive neighbors could symbolize feelings of isolation, grief, and lack of support in dealing with your struggles. The overwhelming feeling of not being able to effectively communicate your concerns to others in the dream may suggest a sense of frustration or difficulty expressing your emotions or needs in real life.
The police officer's delay and inefficiency in collecting your personal data could represent feelings of being let down by authority figures or institutions when seeking help or resolution in a difficult situation. Driving through a house with no floor could symbolize a sense of instability or uncertainty in your life, but also a determination to overcome obstacles.
The journey to find your son and the dark, dangerous road may reflect your fears and anxieties about protecting and reconnecting with loved ones in challenging circumstances. The act of pretending not to be afraid and keeping the dangerous young men at bay by lying about being on the phone with the police could indicate a desire to stay strong and resourceful in the face of adversity.
Overall, this dream may be highlighting your struggles with unexpected changes, feelings of powerlessness, grief, isolation, and the need to assert control and protect what is important to you in difficult situations. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and consider ways to address and cope with these emotions in your waking life.